Bringin' Da Funk

I am in a bitchtastic mood. I feel like, despite all the recent major changes, everything that has fundamentally pissed me off about my life remains the same. I truly am my own worst enemy. I brood, and I overanalyze, I become entrenched in my self-indulgent funks, and I become generally annoying to those friends who will still hear me out. I guess everybody needs a good mope every once in a while, but I'm tired of having so many reasons to mope. And, godlove'em, my friends try, but I really feel like no one even has half a clue as to what I'm going through. I'm such a fucking cliché -- the directionless 20-something, all angsty and self-searching. And I find that intensely annoying. Really. If I could help myself, I would.

I am SO sick of this.

I need to get out of this place.

Is it May yet??

How about December? I'll settle for December...