On a happier note...

Okay, so it's been a major wallow/bitch-fest up in here for the last few days, and even I am getting sick of it! Time for a change of pace!

After I posted last night (or, rather, early this morning), Zach IM'd me (in response to the message I left him) and said not to be concerned about hurting him, that he is okay with whatever happens, and that he figured I just wanted to make out with no strings attached, and that's okay with him. So we seem to have reached a mutual understanding on that front, which is a Good Thing. I still don't really know what I want from him per se, how deeply I want to be involved, both physically and emotionally, but it's good to know that he's cool with whatever I decide to do.

On the female front, it's more of the same. I'm definitely still not over CandyGirl, but I am sure she's straight now. So at least now I know. And I still think it would be cool if we could hang out as friends. But she knows I'm bi, and I'm afraid she's picked up on the fact that I pine for her, so I think that may put her off a little. Ah, well... we'll see. At this point, I'm really just too tired to care about much of anything anyway. I've been in bed after 5am for the last two nights, and the preceding week was not exactly relaxing either. So it's gonna be an early-to-bed night for Killy. For now, I shall remain content with being tired and confused... it seems to suit me.