In the back of this car I feel like I have traveled nowhere...

I feel kind of like I'm stagnating, stuck in limbo, waiting for something to happen, unable (or possibly unwilling) to make it happen. I'm doing the same things I did before, but they seem almost pointless, kind of empty. Maybe this is precisely because I'm doing the same things I did before. Maybe it's time for a change. Okay, it's definitely time for a change... but I feel like there's not much I can do in the way of effecting change until I get the hell out of this place in two months. Until then I feel as if I'm doomed to remain in this festering, stagnant limbo swamp.

I'm constantly busy, but I'm mind-numbingly bored. I'm surrounded by friends and acquaintances, but I feel isolated and alone. I know this is "normal" to a certain extent, especially during the "transitional" stage at the end of college, but it doesn't make it suck any less.

"And all that I need now
Is someone with the brains
And the know-how
To tell me what I want
Anyhow..."
~Aimee Mann