feelin' a little guilty...

okay, first and foremost i feel a little guilty because i'm still a little bit tipsy, but i drove home anyway (probably about a mile, but still). i am very anti-drunk-driving, so this bothers me. i didn't realize that i was still tipsy until i was backing out of my parking space, and at that point i made the judgment call that i was okay enough to make it home, which (obviously) i was. but i still feel bad (story of my life). there was literally NO other traffic, so i was lucky.

thing the second. i feel guilty about lusting after my friend's girlfriend. okay, it's a little deeper than lusting. c is a good friend of mine, too. but she's been with skip for over a year now, and they may be the cutest couple ever, and i have no desire to come between them. but dammit if she's not freaking amazing. ARGH! in any case, she's very touchy-feely, so i get lots of snuggles, especially when alcohol is involved. and snuggles are good... i'll take what i can get!

thing the third. i have been entirely academically unproductive these last few days (though, in my defense, i have gotten other stuff done, like cleaning the bathroom, which DAMN, but that's another story altogether). i have a final paper due and my first final exam on friday, so i should probably get cracking on at least one of those things. but i am sorely lacking in the motivation department... senioritis is setting in!

but in my nearest future, i see bed. and then i'm meeting my coworkers (fellow clerical bitches) from the history department a little before noon, and we're getting FREE lunch at a tasty chinese buffet, courtesy of the head of the department. almost makes it worth the shit wages and meager hours. almost.

and with that, i'm off to bed. alone. sigh.

except for my teddy bear and ratty-looking stuffed monkey, who accompany me into slumberland on particularly sad nights.

and also, it's a twin bed, which means my toes dangle off the end, because i'm taller than the average man. just to add to the patheticness of an already pathetic picture...

oh! and on a random note, happy hanukkah to my jewish readers! i put up this random strand of blue lights that i found in the hall closet, and my roommate came home and said, "ooh! hanukkah lights! ... but we're not jewish!" ;)